Hey. How long has it been? I've been wondering, if whatever I said ever meant anything to you. You know, I've known you for practically all my life. I still remember, there was a time when you made me cry because you said, ' I don't play with girls anymore'. I ran to your mom and complained. She gave me an ice cream and I stopped crying. But I was still mad at you, and when you realised how silly you were, you plucked some grass, tied them together, made a ring and said, ' If you wear this ring, I won't make you cry anymore'. I asked, 'why?' You said, ' My mommy said if you give a girl a ring, you must not make her cry because if she does, she may give you the ring back and then I will be the one crying in the end.'
You remember that? We were Primary, 3? Yes, it has been very long. There was another time when we were playing hide and seek and you couldn't find me and it turns out, I was eating ice cream in front of the television. You were not angry, instead you asked, ' Where's mine?'
We had so much fun together. (: Now, I don't know. Our innocence, all gone, suddenly, all our little actions in the past made sense, not coincidence. I don't know. I feel like, we are meant to be.
Three hugs, two kisses and one last goodbye.
I'm sorry, I guess I was indecisive. I don't expect you to wait, really. I'll never make up my mind, it's impossible. Maybe someday I will understand.
I've always known that I loved you. But it was only when people started asking, how far does this love extend?
It was only then, that I realise, love actually can reach two different points in the end.
Whatever it is, I've always loved you, and whichever destination we end up at in the end, it would have been God's plan and I'm sure, everything will fall into place, someday.