Went for lunch at Bishan before we went for training and let's just say that training was unprecedented and very tiring.
Came back and gulped down a bottle of yakult before showering.
I wonder, what shall I do tmr?
SLEEP
You know, I've been thinking, that perhaps if I didn't stay so faraway from school, I would be a different person. Let me exemplify further.
Staying further from school would mean that I would have to travel a comparably longer distance as compared to my other friends, which would mean that I would have to spend time on buses for a longer period of time right? And everyone knows, when I am on a bus, I would shut out the world and start thinking, just me and my music.
So, on the bus, I would be thinking about many different things, depending on the circumstances. And more often than not, I would be giving myself a sort of 'mental boost', like say whenever I do badly for some exam and am feeling lousy, I would be telling myself on the bus to snap out of that 'I am a loser' state and start relishing thoughts of improvement and strategies. IF I did not have the bus rides to do that, I would be simply flinging my bag on the floor as soon as I get home and then wallow in self pity and go to sleep. No time at all to think right? So I guess what I am trying to say is that if I did not had the bus rides time to myself, I would probably end up like the majority of the teenagers out there. Screwed up.
You'll always hear many teenagers who are locked up in Jails or Homes saying, ' I didn't think it would be a problem. I was just a runner for my friend.' Or, ' I didn't think I would get caught'. Or something along that line. You see that's the problem with most teenagers.
They don't think.
There is a reason why our brains and not our hands nor legs are placed at the topmost part of our body. It's so that we would think first, before we act.
So you see, staying away from school premises isn't necessarily a bad thing. (: You'll never know, always look on the bright side of life.
That is not to say, however, that those people that stay near school will go to jail okay. I'm just saying that, if I did, I probably would. Go to jail, I mean. (:
ANYWAY.
Enough of that. I'm eating tapioca chips now! Haha. I've been wanting to post this but I keep forgetting. That Jesus is wonderful. (: And this really isn't the first time I've had my prayer answered. Before taking the EOYs, about three weeks before, I requested for something from Him. Of course, it had something to do with my results. And He didn't give me what I asked for, no He didn't. He gave me much more. And that's why, no matter what people tell me about Him being overrated and fake, I stand firm to my beliefs for I know that He is really, really, really, the only way to eternal life. Yeah, I know. "I don't want to live forever so I don't care" and all that bullshit right? Well go ahead. We'll see about that sentence when Judgement Day comes.
You know, being skeptical and contradictory is not something you should be proud of. Questioning christianity is not an act of greatness. There's nothing wrong with questioning but when you dissuade someone from believing, that's when you're heading in the wrong direction.
This post is really going to raise some serios controversy if I don't snap out of this whole ' Stand up for what I believe in thing'.
So, G'night.